wow it's been so long since I last wrote here!!!
been busy with work...and sewing too.....Orz lol

AE was as crazy as it was awesome~ lol
so cool to see all the intense cosplays >w<

yesterday I was at the sub again, and it just feels so wierd without the place jam packed and full of otaku+cosplayers XD
now its just gloomy and depressing...as a reminder of the nearby start of school...again T^T


and so~ im still sewing XD
its uruha this time~~ ~ lol from REGRET
so once again...its all white XD
but atleast this time its comming along alot better than my sakura one~ atleast the tops are already finished >w<

and CONCERT IN 2DAYS!~~~
おまけ：

proof of a exhausted cat and that usually habiting the house without pants on can be dangerous:
    today...i when left home for work and forgot to put on pants...........Orz
...thank god it only took me ~5steps to realize, and for no one on the streets XD

i think i need more sleep...and my head back on my shoulders lol

Stupid construction workers should just mind their own fxxking business and just go do what you're paid to do.
Leave me the fuck alone.

Do you even have the slightest idea how annoying you people are???
Why should I have to suffer through your constant abuse on such a daily basis? Can I NOT walk by a strip of land without being stared at like some toy, shouted//'greeted' at, whistled, and even approached by you horny perverts???
Seriously, enough is enough.

If I weren't so seriously crammed for time, I would seriously hunt someone down and get all your shitty asses fired and unemployed. Why do I have to put up with this kind of abuse???
Its not the first time, its not the second, nor is it the third, seriously I've had enough.
I don't want to have to walk in circles and take longer routes just to avoid 'your' certain area, because obviously ignoring is not enough.

I am not Japanese -so stop shouting "konnichiwa" at me,
I am not some toy, so stop making this as if it's some stupid game,
I am not some piece of meat, so stop starring at me as if I am
I am not some easy Asian chick who'll sleep around with whatever fatass white guys I see, so leave me the fuck alone.
I am however, seriously pissed off.

You should really pay more attention to your own work before you accidentally saw your own dick off.

You people really disgust me.
I've ignored all I can, Ipods only go so loud before your ears start to bleed.
I think I've endured more than enough of this shit.

So thank you for your 'comments' --I don't want them,
and I swear, if it wasn't for my heavy bag, next time you have the guts to approach me, and stop me in the middle of the sidewalk and try to get me to talk to you. I don't care what happens, but I will smack your ugly failure face into the ground.

So..I really really really should be harsh studying for chem...except that I cannot concentrate for the life of me =o=
and surrounding situations don't exactly help either...

almost felt the urge to call an ambulance for someone today... =o=
I hate it how you're just so immature to do whatever you please without a care of how others may think or feel...
without knowing the other person's current state/situation as well...
...maybe I can say the same for myself as well...
but at the time, you acting in a blind rage without awareness of your surroundings, leaving me to later care for your wound (and mess) without a single word of thanks...and still giving that glare, as if it's all just my fault...really...just makes me want to die.

until now, the place where you grabbed me on my arm, i can still identify.
-the skin, not burning anymore, but still oddly layered...


Aside from that, my days only get shittier = =
    my headache is still here...
    my stomach hurts...so badly, and as a result............its really not pretty so no need to write down = =; lol
    tonight, I've thrown out almost whatever I've eaten, so I'm only sticking to liquids = = (at least the new tea tastes good^^;)
    and thanks to you, my mind's not exactly in the right track either.........

    tylenol consumed in the past couple of days...almost half of a plus sized bottle. (you are my saviour☆)


However, looking back, these type of days//times really makes me cherish every moment with you.
Monday was my 'let-go' day...